....How could I be dying / I turned 25 days ago....
So, today is Christopher's birthday. And I wanna call and ya' know say "Happy Birthday". But if I call him that gets into bad territory. I mean, I was the one who broke off all contact, but for good reason. I love him, I do, but we don't work together very well. I'd love to just be friends because I can't stand not hanging out with him, but he can't do the 'just friends' thing. We tried it, he simply cannot do it. I know I could have him back if I wanted and I'm afraid that's what it would come to if I called just for a "happy birthday". That's just the way we are, I know how it goes. And I do not want that. **Sigh** This sucks.
Anywho, I'm babysitting my brother's girlfriend. She had to have this thing done at the hospital and is all loopy. So, I'm keeping an eye on her while my brother is at work.
Oh!! I have a couple favors to ask of you ladies. 1) Do you like "One Tree Hill"? If you do, I ask, please watch it every week so that it does not get cancelled for me. lol. I will love you forever.
2) I need some new music. So, if you could, tell me what some of your favorite songs are. I've done this before, but I'll do it again. lol.
Anywho, I'm going. I have to download like every song ever for Samantha.